Lots of ups and downs emotionally this week. On Monday, I was just kind of unhappy, anxious, and generally crabby (and I lost a stone from my wedding ring! sad!). Yesterday, I was in a pretty good mood, not overly paranoid, pretty darn calm. Today, I’m back in the other direction. Today I have lower back pain and aches in my quads, which are typical PMS symptoms for me. So now, I wonder, has there been a drop in hormones to cause these symptoms? Should I expect to start bleeding any second? Hopefully not, but that’s where I’m at, emotionally.
I just REALLY want to make it to next week’s appointment and get more confirmation that everything is OK. I talked to my OB on Monday, and she was nice enough to ask if I thought I could make it to then without another reassurance. I said I could, but it’s good to know that if I really felt like I HAD to have another u/s for peace of mind, she’d order it.
Ugh. I just feel flat-out crappy today. I hope I hope I hope everything is OK. I’m not sure I could completely recover from facing that disappointment again. Think happy thoughts, everyone.
