Much to my shock and amazement, my non-stress test actually went off as planned yesterday afternoon. No last-minute cancellations, nor did the doctor have to bolt from the room after a call from the hospital (yes, that has happened to me, too).
As expected, this little girl was quite tricky to keep on the monitor. There’s supposed to be a mostly-continuous squiggly line of the baby’s heart rate. Not occasional dots and dashes. Unless maybe she’s trying to send me a message via morse code? (The steady line on the right is me, for once, not having any contractions. Troublemaker is on the left, or should be, at least.)
Not only was she feeling particularly active, but it turns out she’s got plenty of room to get away from the monitor, because she’s got the fetal equivalent of an Olympic-sized swimming pool in there.
I was thankfully able to sit with my doctor for a little bit after the monitoring. She walked into the room, smiled and gave me a sideways glance, and said, “you’re going to pop!” Yeah, it’s not “just a little” excess fluid. The normal range in the 3rd trimester is anywhere from 5 to 25cm. This overachiever right here? THIRTY-FIVE. She remarked that, not only would she plan on wearing the super-size booties during my c-section, but that I should be prepared for quite the gusher if my water happens to break before I go to the hospital. Delightful. I guess that explains the sensation of walking around with a gigantic water balloon in my abdomen – that’s pretty much what’s going on here.
Since I passed my glucose test (with flying colors, apparently), the likelihood is that this is, simply, just one of those things. Sometimes it happens, no known reason. The only very rare thing they’ll keep an eye on is that it can theoretically be caused by the baby not swallowing properly, which can be the result of a few different conditions or abnormalities. She thinks that would most likely have been picked up on ultrasound before now, but they’ll have the neonatologist check her out after delivery, just in case.
And, in the meantime, I am on the every-week rotation for non-stress tests and ultrasounds. Tricky to schedule around preschool pickup and naptime, but at least it’s only for a couple of weeks.
I’m feeling… well, both better and worse. Initially, I was feeling a lot better. And that’s probably the most rational way to feel. My OB did not seem especially concerned (except for the safety of my mattress in the event of my water breaking). Yes, she’s monitoring me, but I know those checks could be a lot more frequent, or if she was REALLY worried, they’d send my butt straight to the hospital.
But I can’t help feeling anxious about the rare what-ifs. I can’t help but worry about the complications that can arise with excess fluid (I won’t list them, but look up polyhydramnios if you really want to). I know those complications are rare. I know that the much greater likelihood is that everything is and will be just fine. But I’ll breathe a little easier (literally and figuratively) when she’s on the outside and we can see that everything is in the right place, working like it should.
Less than four weeks to go…













