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Move Your Fat A** – Week 6 update and challenger profile

By Goddess in Progress · Comments (3)·   March 1st, 2012

Oh, it’s a very special week here on MYFA! Not only is Darrah our Biggest Loser of the week, but…

*drumroll*

SHE HIT HER GOAL WEIGHT! Seriously, amazing amazing work. Darrah has busted her ass over the last two years, going from Couch-to-5K to triathlon and half marathons. Un-freaking-believable. Way to go, Darrah! Let’s learn more about her, shall we?

1. Intro

I’m 37 and live in east-central Kansas with my husband and our 4-year-old daughter. I work full-time as a marketing assistant/Jane-of-all-trades. In my spare time, I enjoy running, reading, and spending time with my family. I blog about my running and fitness adventures at onemominmotion.blogspot.com and tweet at @_Darrah_.

2. What are your fitness and/or weight-related goals, both for this competition and longer-term?

Short-term goals (over the course of this competition)
1. Lose 10 pounds {editor’s note: DONE, BOOYAH!}
2. Reduce body fat by 2%
3. Fit comfortably into the pair of skinny/low-rise jeans that are gathering dust in my dresser

Long-term goals (through the end of the year)
1. Find my body’s “happy weight” and maintain
2. Complete the Heartland 39.3 half-marathon series (3 halfs in 4 weeks)
3. Complete my first full marathon in October

3. What is your least favorite part about getting fit / losing weight? Or, what is the hardest part or biggest obstacle? Have you figured out any ways to deal with those challenges?

My least favorite part about losing weight is counting calories/tracking food. I’ve learned that if I don’t track my food, I WILL gain weight–no matter how often I exercise. However, I have a tendency to get too numbers-focused and become obsessed and anxious about the tracking component. So I have to walk a fine line between being aware of what I’m eating without turning into a crazy person and over-analyzing every single bite.

4. What part do you like the most? What comes the easiest for you, what do you enjoy, what do you find the most rewarding?

The easiest part of this process for me is exercise. Between the gym and running, I am able to exercise, on average, 4 days a week, and I love every minute of it. In addition to running, I’m addicted to kickboxing classes, and also enjoy some small-group personal training sessions that focus on high-intensity interval training. I like trying new fitness classes and challenging myself at the gym!

5. Where do you find motivation, how do you keep yourself on track? Competition? Routine? Keeping things fresh? Comparing yourself to all of the pretty girls from high school on Facebook?

My biggest motivator is having a deadline-based goal. Most of the time that means a race or other event, but any short-term date-specific challenge (like this one!) will usually do the trick. I’m not particularly motivated by life events (vacations, reunions, etc.) or by comparing myself physically to others, so I generally need a performance- or date- based goal to keep me on track. I also thrive on feedback and will admit that part of my desire to complete races and become more fit is because I like getting that positive feedback/reinforcement/acknowledgement from friends and family.

6. What is your favorite type of exercise, and why? Where do you do it, how do you fit it into your life?

My favorite type of exercise is running. Running leaves me less-stressed, calmer, and more centered, and it’s given me great legs and lungs. But beyond the physical benefits I’ve reaped from my two years as a runner, I’ve learned things that spill over into my non-running life. I’ve developed so much more self-confidence and discipline; I’ve learned how to set reasonable goals and I’ve experienced the joy of attaining them; I’ve met wonderful people and made new friends; and I’ve learned how important it is to make time for myself and that it’s not selfish to make your health a priority. I love how there’s always room for improvment–you can always run faster or longer or harder; I’ve learned to believe in myself and trust my abilities. I like that can run alone when I need time to think and decompress, or I can run with a friend and get in a good chat session.

I prefer to run outside, when weather and daylight allows. I will run on a treadmill, but I generally like to keep it at or under 4 miles. Anything more than that makes me crazy! If I’m running alone, I usually stay in a 2-mile radius of my house, but if I’m with a friend we’ll go anywhere around town that suits our fancy. I’m able to fit running into my life because I have a fantastic husband who supports my hobby and shares in the household/childcare duties. I usually run in the evenings and on weekends, so I try to let him know a few days in advance and keep my running days the same each week so we can each plan accordingly. My daughter has adapted well also and knows that sometimes in the evenings Mommy goes to the gym or goes on a run.

7. Any favorite healthy foods? Great recipes, tasty snacks, or any other tricks that help you keep the food part under control?

It’s cliche, but “Write before you bite.” The first thing I do when I get to work is use my LoseIt! app to track my all my meals for the day. (We meal-plan our dinners a week at a time, so usually know what’s for dinner that night.) Planning ahead makes me much less likely to resort to fast food once I’m home and I know exactly how much of dinner I can have in order to stay within my calorie budget. Committing to it “on paper” ahead of time makes me much less likely to stray from my plan.

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Move Your Fat A** – Week 5 Update and Challenger Profile

By Goddess in Progress · Comments (2)·   February 22nd, 2012

Congratulations to our Biggest Loser of the week, Amy F! And rocking the exercise minutes was Christina Y. Nicely done, ladies!

This week’s profile is Pam S! Hey, Pam!

1. Intro

I live in Denver, Colorado with my husband and boy/girl twins who turn 4 in 3 weeks. I am 43 and work full-time as a federal attorney. Surviving is my hobby although I hope to start playing tennis again this year. My blog is http://wikitwinmom.wordpress.com

2. What are your fitness and/or weight-related goals, both for this competition and longer-term?

My fitness/weight-related goals are to run a 5K before summer and complete a sprint triathlon this year. I would love to do a half-marathon too and am always searching for one at sea-level to compete in (might as well benefit from my “high altitude” training). I would also like to lose 25-30 pounds.

3. What is your least favorite part about getting fit / losing weight? Or, what is the hardest part or biggest obstacle? Have you figured out any ways to deal with those challenges?

The hardest part of getting fit is finding the time to do it. I try to escape work at lunchtime and head to the wonderful gym across the street from my office or simply out for a walk but work often gets in the way or exhaustion. Trying to work through this. Another difficulty is that I’ve had shoulder issues for the past 14 months–first pain followed by a frozen shoulder which resolved to reveal the underlying pain followed by shoulder surgery last month to reveal a labral tear and loose cartilage from a fall while running in the snow back in 2003. I was officially out of my sling on January 24th.

4. What part do you like the most? What comes the easiest for you, what do you enjoy, what do you find the most rewarding?

Once I develop the habit of working out and eating better, then I’m good to go. I love how much more energy I have and how much better I feel in every facet of my life.

5. Where do you find motivation, how do you keep yourself on track? Competition? Routine? Keeping things fresh? Comparing yourself to all of the pretty girls from high school on Facebook?

My motivation stems from simply wanting to be the best person I can be for myself and my family. As an older mom, I need to stay healthy so that I can be there for my kiddos.

6. What is your favorite type of exercise, and why?

Playing outdoor soccer or anything else with a ball in it. Sadly, I’ve all but given up outdoor soccer but will likely replace it with tennis once I rehab my shoulder. For now, I’m trying to fall for running or the elliptical or anything else with lots of movement.

7. Any favorite healthy foods? Great recipes, tasty snacks, or any other tricks that help you keep the food part under control?

Fruit, roasted veggies, nonfat greek yogurt, grilled meats, steel cut oats.

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Move Your Fat A** – Week 4 Update and Challenger Profile

By Goddess in Progress · Comments (3)·   February 17th, 2012

Friends, we are more than halfway through this challenge! A few people have dropped out, which only means you have better odds if you’re still here.

Our biggest loser for the week is Jen W, and once again kicking ass on the exercise front is Heidi O. Way to go, ladies!

Today’s challenger spotlight is shining on Amy F, a friend and fellow local twin mom!

1. Intro

I live in Wakefield, MA with my husband of 5 years and my almost 4 year old son and almost 3 year old g/b twins. I’m currently a SAHM, but am a social worker by profession. I am 38 years old. I love any kind of craft, but scrapbooking, knitting, gardening, and sewing are my favorites. I also love to try to make bath and body products.

2. What are your fitness and/or weight-related goals, both for this competition and longer-term?

I hope to lose about 15 pounds and get on a regular exercise routine by the end of this challenge. I want to eat healthier and enjoy it. Ultimately I’d like to lose more like 30 pounds in the long term and maintain healthy eating and a good exercise regime.

3. What is your least favorite part about getting fit / losing weight? Or, what is the hardest part or biggest obstacle? Have you figured out any ways to deal with those challenges?

Eating healthy and maintaining exercise is hard, but the hardest is maintaining everything that I have worked on.

4. What part do you like the most? What comes the easiest for you, what do you enjoy, what do you find the most rewarding?

I like how I feel when I start losing weight and eating healthy.

5. Where do you find motivation, how do you keep yourself on track? Competition? Routine? Keeping things fresh? Comparing yourself to all of the pretty girls from high school on Facebook?

I need all the help with motivation I can get. My biggest motivation is when I see and feel changes in my body and others make comments as well.

6. What is your favorite type of exercise, and why?

Walking is probably my favorite. I try to fit it in when I can, but I am going to try to get it done and over with early in the morning this time.

7. Any favorite healthy foods? Great recipes, tasty snacks, or any other tricks that help you keep the food part under control?

I am really liking my green smoothies in the morning. Hopefully I can eat more fruits and veggies into my day.

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Move Your Fat A** – Update and Challenger Profile

By Goddess in Progress · Comments (2)·   February 7th, 2012

Sorry to have fallen off the face of the earth last week. You can blame a certain British country manor around the time of World War I. Indeed, I have been COMPLETELY sucked in by Downton Abbey, and you should, too. Soooooo good.

Anyways, back to the big competition! Round of applause to our Week 3 Biggest Loser, Darrah! Heidi once again topped the charts for exercise.

Today’s challenger profile is rockin’ fellow mom-of-twins, Sarah.

1. Intro

My name is Sarah. I live in the D.C. suburbs with my husband and 7 year old twins. I work from home as a freelance writer, working on social media projects and selling swag. You can always find me complaining or waxing poetic about football or hair metal on Sarah and the Goon Squad, Draft Day Suit, That’s Right. You Heard Me, Aiming Low or on twitter as @goonsquadsarah.

2. What are your fitness and/or weight-related goals, both for this competition and longer-term?

Honestly I just need to lose some of this belly. I am tired of hating my body. I turn 40 in December and I want to be 160 or under on my 40th birthday.

3. What is your least favorite part about getting fit / losing weight? Or, what is the hardest part or biggest obstacle? Have you figured out any ways to deal with those challenges?

I have issues with beer. And wine. And food. I am usually pretty good during the day, but the afternoon kills me. At about 3:30 I want to eat salty things. I am starving until dinner, where I over eat. Working from home it is hard to not accidentally eat an entire box of crackers.

4. What part do you like the most? What comes the easiest for you, what do you enjoy, what do you find the most rewarding?

Once I get rolling on the exercise part I feel better in general and then it is easy to keep going. Plus, I can watch live streaming “Friday Night Lights” on Netflix from my elliptical. I find motivation in looking better.

5. Where do you find motivation, how do you keep yourself on track? Competition? Routine? Keeping things fresh? Comparing yourself to all of the pretty girls from high school on Facebook?

I am bad at this part. Really my best motivator is self-disgust. Charming, I know.

6. What is your favorite type of exercise, and why?

I love my elliptical, mostly because I can watch tv and play monopoly on my phone for 45 minutes without anyone pestering me. I do it at home, whenever I can. I am really trying to do it at least four times a week.

Oh, and I hired a personal trainer. She is awesome, but she can’t stop me from eating.

7. Any favorite healthy foods? Great recipes, tasty snacks, or any other tricks that help you keep the food part under control?

Um… water?

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Move Your Fat A** – Week 1 update and challenger profile

By Goddess in Progress · Comments (1)·   January 26th, 2012

Sorry for being absent, everyone! A quick, belated update on our progress after the first week:

You guys are awesome! Seriously, between us we logged SIXTY FOUR HOURS of exercise. Not too shabby!  Big ups to C.Y. for being the biggest loser of the week, and to H.O. for logging the most exercise minutes. Can’t wait to hear about week 2!

And, speaking of H.O., she is our profile contestant today! Ladies and gents, meet Heidi…

1. Intro

This is Heidi Ongbongan. I live in Las Vegas, NV. I have 1 husband, 3 kids, 1 dog and an au pair. I am currently in graduate school at UNLV for School Counseling and plan to get my certificate in community mental health. When I am on break, I inhale books which is good for amazon. My older two kids and I take wushu, type of KungFu that is more used for movies and performances. My twitter name is hidjbo.

2. What are your fitness and/or weight-related goals, both for this competition and longer-term?

I plan to lose 12-15 stubborn lbs and get back into shape. My goals long term would be to run a marathon, do an olympic triathlon and bike another century. I really miss the endurance sports that I did before kids. I, also, would like to get back to doing yoga regularly since it helps me feel strong. And I want to look good for my sister-in-law’s wedding in April.

3. What is your least favorite part about getting fit / losing weight? Or, what is the hardest part or biggest obstacle? Have you figured out any ways to deal with those challenges?

My willpower is my hardest challenge. I really let the Fall take it out of me. I didn’t take as good a care of myself as I needed. I need to get back to eating a more healthful diet. I need to rebuild my physical base as well.

4. What part do you like the most? What comes the easiest for you, what do you enjoy, what do you find the most rewarding?

I enjoy exercising and doing yoga with my friends and we should be able to do that again this spring unlike the hectic fall that we had. I really enjoy running and I have missed it and haven’t been doing it like I need to.

5. Where do you find motivation, how do you keep yourself on track? Competition? Routine? Keeping things fresh? Comparing yourself to all of the pretty girls from high school on Facebook?

I think my motivation will come from having this group as well as having my clothes fit better. I need to get my cholesterol checked during this competition so that is good motivation to eat better. Keeping things fresh might help to but for me it is about not going it alone.

6. What is your favorite type of exercise, and why?

I enjoy the social aspect of exercise and it is a real motivator for me. Right now I have been exercising at home which is painfully boring. Starting next week, I will be exercising at the gym on campus at least two to three days a week. I really enjoy Kung Fu because it is cardio, strength, and stretching all rolled into 1 hour a week with giggles and my kids encouraging me.

7. Any favorite healthy foods? Great recipes, tasty snacks, or any other tricks that help you keep the food part under control?

I am a big fan of greek yogurt and grape nuts for breakfast. I love Rachel Ray’s Turkey Chili which is super easy and filling.

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Move Your Fat A** – Challenger Profile – Sadia

By Goddess in Progress · Comments (3)·   January 19th, 2012

First, an executive decision on the name of this contest. I’m going with the snarkier of Elise’s suggestions and calling it “Move Your Fat Ass.”  No, I’m not calling you fat. Or you. We’ve got all shapes and sizes in this group, believe me.  But hey, I like a good dose of snarky humor, and none of our butts are getting any skinnier by sitting around, so there you go.

And for the Twitter nerds, I’m calling #MYFA our official hashtag.

 

Anyways, on to our first challenger profile!  Many of you in the twin mom blogosphere know Sadia, and here she is to tell you about herself!

 

1. Intro

Army wife of 8 years; 5-year-old smartass twins; living in El Paso; from the UK or Bangladesh or some generic US location-not quite sure; telecommute to my software quality assurance job at a state university. Can be found blogging these days at How Do You Do It?, formerly at Double the Fun.

2. What are your fitness and/or weight-related goals, both for this competition and longer-term?

For this effort, I’m aiming to lose 4.5 lbs, just for the purposes of having a numeric goal. (On my small 5’0″ frame, 5 lbs is quite a lot!) My longer term goal is to be active, healthy and strong. When I get lazy about working out, my back starts to hurt, and I seriously dislike pain.

I have to be able to keep up with my skipping, dancing, running kids and jock husband!

3. What is your least favorite part about getting fit / losing weight? Or, what is the hardest part or biggest obstacle? Have you figured out any ways to deal with those challenges?

Life gets in the way, and it’s hard to rationalize “me” time when there’s so much to do. I just have to remind myself that I don’t need so much sleep when I’m exercising!

4. What part do you like the most? What comes the easiest for you, what do you enjoy, what do you find the most rewarding?

Once I’m past that first workout, I love how at one I am with my body; I also love what I’m showing my kids.

5. What is your favorite type of exercise, and why?

Pilates! I don’t like to sweat unless I have time for long, long shower, and what mom has time for a long shower!?

6. Any favorite healthy foods? Great recipes, tasty snacks, or any other tricks that help you keep the food part under control?

My trick is to let myself have the odd treat, but if I start stuffing my face with chocolate, I pour myself a glass of water every time the craving hits. It passes after a couple of days.

I use Sparkpeople to track my food intake, and it invariably tells me that I’m not getting enough protein. The white of hard-boiled eggs and cooked lentils are favourite ways I can up my protein intake.

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It’s On Like Donkey Kong

By Goddess in Progress · Comments (16)·   January 16th, 2012

Today marks the first official day of our weight loss and exercise competition! Which, of course, means that it is taking every ounce of my willpower not to eat my way through my kitchen cabinets.  It’s totally mental, of course – mouth-hungry, not stomach-hungry.  But still. OMG ALL I WANT IS A COOKIE. MAKE THAT A BOX OF COOKIES.  It will pass, I know it will. But in the meantime…

There are 24 of us signed up right now, and I am so excited about this response. If there are any last-minute stragglers, I’d be happy to let you in if you email me a starting weight and $10 through Paypal by the end of the day today (Monday). For the rest of you, LET’S GET IT ON!

[Also? This thing needs a name. Any ideas? All I've got is "get your fat ass off the couch, Liz," but GYFAOTC,L is a terrible acronym.]

I’ll be profiling a bunch of our competitors during our 8 weeks, and I figured I’d kick it off with my own answers. Hope you don’t mind. (And yes, there will be “normal” programming on this here blog over the next two months, too. Don’t go away!)

1. Brief Bio

Um, I’m pretty sure you guys know me. I’m Liz. I live here. 33 years old, SAHM, 4.5-year-old twins, almost-1-year-old Ellie. When I find a few free minutes, or am trying to avoid laundry, exercise, or something else more important, I like to make quilts.

2. Fitness/weight goals, for the competition and longer-term

I’ve decided not to hide the details and just tell you my real numbers. Today, I am 215 pounds. GROSS, I HATE IT, ETC.  My goal for the eight weeks of the competition is to lose about 10 pounds. A little ambitious, but totally do-able if I stay on track. Longer-term, I would like to be down 30 pounds by my step-sister’s wedding in July, and a total of about 50 pounds. But I can’t think about the big number, I have to break it up. So for now, my focus is this 10.

3. Least favorite part about losing weight / getting fit

That first week or two of changing eating habits SUCKS SO HARD. All I can think about is eating. Specifically, eating complete junk. Stuffing my face with it.  After a week or so, I remember the tricks and recipes, and it gets a little easier… until I lose track, again.

4. Favorite / easiest / most enjoyable part of the process

Once I get into a groove with exercising, I really do enjoy it. I feel good doing it, I feel even better after I’m done. I feel stronger, more productive, and generally like a better version of myself.

And as much as I wish the weight would come off of my belly first, it’s kind of nice that my face tends to show the differences relatively quickly. Makes me hate photos a lot less.

5. Where do you find motivation?

Obviously, competition is an extra kick in the pants for me. I also do best with structure and routine, so I stop having to convince myself to exercise every time – it’s simply what I do on that day, no thought required.  And a deadline really helps (like the bridesmaid dress for my stepsister’s wedding, ahem).  I’m also such an extrovert, I have to have buddies. I need people I can talk to or compare notes with.

6. Favorite type of exercise

I really like Spinning. It’s a really hard workout, and it’s a group class, which I really like (nice to have an “appointment” to exercise, knowing I have to show up at a particular time). But I love that I can go at my own speed if I need to, without being terribly noticeable or getting in anyone else’s way.

7. Food tips and tricks

The more water I drink, the better I feel. Fewer headaches, fewer cravings, less hungry overall.  I also have a rule that I do not eat after 8PM. We have dinner at about 6:30. If I’m still eating after the kids go to bed, then it means I’m mindlessly grazing for sweets. It’s never because I’m *actually* hungry. So, after 8PM, nothing but water until breakfast. It’s hard the first few days, but I get used to it quickly and I can only imagine how many completely unnecessary calories it removes from my day.

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Friendly competition

By Goddess in Progress · Comments (21)·   January 9th, 2012

Between an injury and the typical holiday madness, I haven’t worked out in close to a month. Amazing how easy it is to fall out of the routine, how easy it is to fill the time with something else.  But those goals I mentioned, especially the fitness ones, aren’t going to happen simply by wishing for them.  So I dragged myself back to Spinning this morning, and watched as my usually reliable heart rate skyrocketed 15-20 beats faster than usual. Damn. Time to claw my way back onto that wagon, get back into regular exercise, and get my food under control so I can start working towards my goals.

With that in mind, I’ve decided to start up a contest, open to anyone who wants to join. I find a bit of competition, along with a real prize on the line, can be the extra incentive I need to get going.  Here’s how it’s going to work:

TIME:  The competition will begin next Monday, January 16.  It will run for 8 weeks, ending on Monday, March 12. Entry fee (all money will go into the “pot” and be distributed to winners at the end) is $10/person, via Paypal.

STAKES:  We will be competing primarily with weight loss, Biggest Loser-style.  The person who loses the greatest percentage of weight after eight weeks is the first-place winner, and will win 75% of the money that we gathered from each participant. Of the remaining competitors, the person with the most exercise recorded will win the remaining 25% of the money.  So even if you lose weight slowly, or don’t have nearly as much to lose from a percentage-standpoint, you can still be a winner. Invite your friends! The more people we have, the bigger the prize!

RULES:

  1. To be entered in the competition, you must email me your starting weight (just between you and me, I PROMISE) and send $10 via Paypal by next Monday morning, January 16. Email and paypal: goddessinprogress (dot) blog (at) gmail (dot) com
  2. To remain in the competition and be considered for the prizes, you must email me by Monday morning of every week with your weigh-in and amount of exercise. If you miss more than one check-in, you will be dropped. I will remind you, but I will not pester you.
  3. Weight should be reported in pounds (out to one decimal point, as in “185.4,” if you like). You can weigh-in any day of the week that works for you, but you will only report to me once per week, no later than Monday morning.
  4. Exercise should be reported in minutes (as in “150 minutes,” not “2.5 hours”). Cardio and strength/resistance training are welcome, as is active stretching like a yoga class or video. It should be something that makes your heart rate go up and get you sweating. It should be reported as the total minutes from Monday through Sunday.
  5. DON’T BE A JERK. This is the honor system. I very much appreciate that you are placing some trust in me by sending $10 my way and believing that I will distribute it exactly as I say I will. I am making that promise to you. PLEASE do your part and report your weight and exercise truthfully. The point of this whole thing is to create and/or reinforce healthy habits. Let’s treat that goal, and each other, with respect.

FEATURES:  I would love to feature write-ups on any participant who would like to be mentioned. When you sign up and toss your $10 into the pot, I will email you a brief set of questions. Email me back your answers and I will dedicate a post to wonderful you!

I will also try to check in each week with updates on how we’re doing as a group, as well as shout-outs to people who have particularly great weeks.

Thoughts? Questions? Jump on in, friends, let’s kick each other’s asses. In the nicest way possible, of course.

Also, if you’ve got a clever name for this contest, I’m all ears!

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Four Miles

By Goddess in Progress · Comments (13)·   November 6th, 2011

I ran four miles this morning.

I have many friends for whom that would be an easy weekday run, easily completed in under 40 minutes and ready to get on with their day.

For me? It’s the longest I have ever run. It took me close to an hour, and I had to tell myself to just keep moving the entire time. It was mostly pride that made me not walk.  I ended up with a massive headache that hung around for our entire three-hour drive home, and only backed off with three bottles of water, two Tylenol, and a quiet catnap in my own bed.

I don’t know if it was simple dehydration, over-exertion, or some other trick I’m missing. Runners in the know, any tips?

That's a lot of tequila

Or, it’s possible I shouldn’t have three shots of tequila and a margarita the night before I run. Maybe. Though, in my defense, I get this kind of headache post-run even when there’s no hard alcohol involved.

All that said, it was as nice a run as I could hope for. Directly outside of my hotel was access to a beautiful, paved, flat trail that meandered back and forth across a quiet river.  It was cold enough that I was fully dressed and ready to go, and then checked the weather and decided to give it another hour to warm up. But in my layers, I would happily take all of my runs on a clear 25-degree day. Beats the hell out of anything over 70 degrees if you ask me.  I even felt, somewhere around that last half mile, that I could have gone to five miles if I really needed to. It would have been hard, but I could have done it. It gives me hope for my Thanksgiving race. I might go at a snail’s pace, but I seem to have found the pace that works for me right now.

Cold weather running layers

I was thinking today, in the midst of my throbbing headache, why in the hell it is that I run.  I don’t exactly enjoy it. It kinda hurts, sometimes a lot.  It’s not something I have a particular talent for. I’m certainly never going to win a race, unless it’s me and a bunch of octogenarians with walkers.  And yet, right now, I absolutely run for the race.  I do it because the race is a clear and concrete goal, because the training plan is explicit in its steps to get to that goal. Because it’s still not enough a part of my routine that I can do it automatically, it helps me to have a sense of obligation.  I also like that I can easily quantify my progress – that I ran farther or faster today than last week. As my friend Jane and I discussed a few weeks ago, there is so little in our day-to-day parenting life that has an easily quantifiable outcome, it’s nice to have a discrete accomplishment we can point to. (OK, in her case, it was an actual marathon. For me, it was four miles. To each her own.)

Anyways, on my last morning of mini-vacation, when I could have stayed lazily in bed until check-out time, I went for a run. And while I sincerely wish I could have skipped that pounding headache, I’m proud that I made the choice to go, and finished as strong as I know how.

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Running, again

By Goddess in Progress · Comments (17)·   October 17th, 2011

I’ve started running again.

Let’s be clear, I use the word “run” very, very generously. It’s kind of a bouncy limp, only marginally faster than actual walking, yet somehow a whole lot harder. But since that is kind of awkward to say, I’ll just say “run” and you can insert your own mental picture.

I was off and on with Couch to 5K for the summer and into the early fall, and ran in a race a few weeks ago. While I am proud that I did not walk (with a nasty head cold, no less), it was an absolutely pitiful finish.  41 minutes to travel three miles. 13-minute miles. A full minute-per-mile slower than the race I did a year and a half ago, and let’s not forget that, for that race, my right calf was so jacked up I could barely walk and ended up in months of physical therapy.

But I did it. Dammit, I did it.  Every step of the way, I repeat my mantra: it does not matter how slowly you go, so long as you do not stop.  If the internet is to be believed, that’s Confucius, but even if that’s a big fat lie, it’s still my mantra. It’s what I have to keep telling myself as I slowly bob along.

I’m trying not to get discouraged. I’m trying to let go of being frustrated at how damn hard it is for me to run a mile in less than 13 pathetic minutes. I’m trying not to be ashamed of that.  I’m trying to just accept that fitness and weight management (ha!) is something I will ALWAYS have to work on. Sometimes I’ll be in a better groove than others, but it will never come easily or naturally. There won’t be a magic fix, I’m not going to finally hit on that one winning strategy that will stick forever and end my struggle.  It will always be hard, it will always require attention and purpose. I will work hard to get good habits going, and then slowly or spectacularly, I will fall off the wagon and have to find my way back.  That’s just how it goes for me.

So here I am, trying. Again.

After my friends and I huffed and puffed through that 5K, before my face had even come down from its beet-red state, we decided to sign up for another race together. Five miles, Thanksgiving morning. Two miles farther than the three that just felt like it might kill me.

It seems a little insane by my standards, but here I am, on week three of an 8K training program.  I have learned there are a few good strategies to try to keep myself on track: a deadline (no changing the date of the race that I’ve already registered and paid for!), a clear plan (this program has something scheduled six out of seven days), and peer pressure/public commitment (I’ve told everyone I’m doing this race, and have recruited others to sign up, too).  The only thing missing is making an actual bet with someone for a substantial amount of cash.  Laugh if you want, but my intrinsic motivation is pretty low at the moment. I need something external to kick my ass out onto the pavement.

ymca5k

It hasn’t become a good routine yet, something I can do on auto-pilot. Every day, I’m grasping at how and when to get the workout done, between preschool and naps and doctor’s appointments. But as much as I possibly can, I’m getting it done. I don’t want to collapse on Thanksgiving morning, after all.

I’ve even gotten the big kids involved. They love the idea of running a race, like Mommy. Which pretty much makes all of the sore muscles and over-exertion headaches worth it. Because really, me? Being the example for physical fitness? Wow.  Sure, they ask if I am going to win the race. I try not to laugh as I assure them that I am definitely not going to win, just that I am running for (ahem) fun and to be (ahem) strong and healthy.  So, on Thanksgiving, they’ll suit up with me, pin a bib to their bellies, and run that 100-yard dash for the four-year-olds. And I will be so proud of them.

laps in the yard

And, hopefully, I’ll be proud of me, too.

It won’t be fast. It won’t be pretty. But dammit, I am going to finish that race.

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